Friday, November 29th, 2002
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11:38 am
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Sunday, October 27th, 2002
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1:12 pm - I found my dress for the wedding...
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Friday, October 25th, 2002
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9:58 pm
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Nothing real exciting is happening. I'm going out with some friends tonight which I need desperately.
So I will talk to you all later and go drink myself into oblivion and wake up in a dumpster somewhere...
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Thursday, October 17th, 2002
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6:18 pm
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I've been addicted... to the Buffy The Vampire Slayer marathon that's been given to me by a friend... I'm like.. addicted. Badly.
*laughs* Sarah is my idol!
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3:14 pm
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</i>I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate the way you stare
I hate you big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hte it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
not even close, not even a little bit, now even at all</i>
Most of that is true.
Thank you Tyler, for the 2 months we did go out... oh and the numerous times you cheated on me too. Didn't think I'd find out? Surprise... I don't know who they all were, I do know how one of them is, and who you fucked while you told me you loved me. That's really considerate of you... *nods* I don't think I could bear to look at your eyes anymore knowing that they read untruth and untrust. I bet you don't even feel guilty about it, huh? I know you'll bring up about me fuckin' someone else too... but at least I waited until we were broken up first. Respectable.
current mood:  content
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Monday, October 14th, 2002
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5:18 pm
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*looks around quickly* All right... *slaps hands together*
I'm ready to get laid. *nods*
I'm single now, and hell... I want to raise trouble. DD!! WHere are you?! MM and DD raising hell 24/7!
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5:09 pm
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I've... lost all reason to be here. The one person I always talked to and was with... is gone... and...
I have no real reason to be here any longer...
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Sunday, October 13th, 2002
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10:31 am
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Not much has been happening lately. I went shopping yesterday and spoiled myself to death. Ehh who needs saving accounts, anyway?
I've been really indecisive lately. The whole thing with me never talking to Tyler and him in college. I should let him be himself, right? Let him do the college thing and have lots of sex and drink and be a normal 20 year old guy, correct? Someone try to convince me that stuff is GOOD.
It also hasn't been helping that I've lost communication with EVERYONE here. I barely talk to anyone anymore except for Taylor a little bit here and there and Justin once or twice. I feel like an outcast cause there's nothing to start conversations with. I'm out of ideas... very much. I'm as lonely as I was when I first got here....
current mood:  indescribable
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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
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5:47 pm
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Monday, October 7th, 2002
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5:34 pm
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I'm getting antsy, bitchy and cranky.
I FUCKIN' NEED TYLER NOW.
I'm going nuts and insane and I'm lonely and not having fun here in LA at ALL.
I need OUT NOW!
I need to get laid, and to take lots of showers with Tyler. Soon.
I'm about five seconds to hopping on a plane and crashing his place. But I can't cause I need to fuckin' tape this fuckin' shit for fuckin' TV.
current mood:  angry
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Sunday, October 6th, 2002
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10:17 pm
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All right, it has come to my attention that my FAVORITE Brittany Murphy movie is "Don't Say A Word." I saw that for the first time tonight and LOVE IT TO DEATH. She's my hero.
current mood:  thoughtful
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Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
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4:47 pm
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I'm in a pissed off mood.
I haven't seen Tyler in two weeks and I'm going insane. I'm going through major withdrawl and I can't handle it. I'm about ready to fly out there right now.. but i can't cause this damn fuckin' new season of Sabrina's fuckin' starting so I have to spend every fuckin' minute going "Salem, I need to find a spell to help me (Insert crisis here)" I love my job, I really do... I just hate how anti-social it makes me. Eliza, Soleil and I are going out tonight.
Maybe I'll get smashed and wake up in Tyler's arms...
... or maybe not.
current mood: irritated
current music: "Beautiful Mess" Diamond Rio
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Sunday, September 29th, 2002
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1:26 pm
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So I heard boob icons are the in thing. So I decided to try it out. Okay, so mine aren't as spectacular as like... Jenny's and whatnot, but hey... it's okay.
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Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
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5:16 pm
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So Justin's a good guy and all... but I'm not feelin' the Chrissy/Britney doggin' today. *shakes head* Not at all.
I'm going to go though... cause I have some shopping to do, and some... other stuff to do. *coughTylercough*
I'll talk to you all later.
Much love,
Mel
Be nice to my girls Britney and Chrissy. I'll kick ass if I gotta. :-)
current mood: amused
current music: "I waaaaaaant you to want meee"
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Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
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5:03 pm
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Well I have to leave to go back to LA because my dad's really mad that I haven't been there for a few weeks. Yada yada yada.
So when I'm back in LA... I need to see some of my LA posse.
This is a small update cause I dont' have much time. I'll talk to you all later.
Much love,
Mel
I am a Tony teenie
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Friday, September 20th, 2002
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3:48 pm
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All right, someone got into my account and made an entry without me knowing... so no, it's not over. Don't worry.
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Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
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2:58 pm
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Sooooooo hey everyone. Yes yes, I've been missing in action for about a week, sorry about that. Oh yeah, I bet I was sooo missed too eh?
You all missed my "Let's bullshit just so there's writing in my journal." Entries, right?
So let's see... uhh...
I haven't talked to a lot of you lately. Which SUCKS. So, yeah... let's talk.
I talked to JJ yesterday for very short time and Tyler for a little bit too.
Ehh it's weird. It feels like Tyler and I... he's not as interested in my any longer, ya know? It's sad to think of that, but... *shrugs* I don't know.
I'm gonna go before I depress myself.
Much love,
Mel
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Wednesday, September 11th, 2002
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11:08 pm
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Monday, September 9th, 2002
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4:31 pm
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*Does ChiChi's version of "Happy Birthday"*
Uno, Dos, Uno, Dos, Tres...
Happy happy happy Birthday, happy happy happy Birthday, happy happy happy birthday to you to you to you OLÉ!
Okay okay, I'm done.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI!!!!
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Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002
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3:15 pm
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So early this morning I flew out to FL to visit Tyler. Spacey was put in the cargo area (*sniff*) and I flew next to this really nice group of people.They were like in their early 20s and we talked most of the way there.
So when I got there Tyler met me at the gate and yeah... welcomed me.
So right now, I'm on his computer while he's at his class and I'm looking up hot pictures of Justin cause I told him he'd be in this entry. So here you go Justin:
Nice shirt. Heh. :-)
Nice... um... yeah.
That's it.
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